every now and then i get this urge to want to write some kind of super powerful, over emotional blog post where everyone will just go "wow.... that was just what i needed". but
gag, amiright? who wants to hear that haha. but i mean, i kind of am in the mood to write something serious because a lot has been going on, so i figured, even though you didn't ask, i'd share my thoughts right now. i'd splurge and you can tell me how you're feeling once i'm done. sound good? (seriously, leave comments. that's my fav. part....)
lately i've had to realize that life is just one big mess. you know? i mean we come here and we live and we learn, but over all it's pretty messy and we mess up and we make messes and we clean up those messes. over all it's just a huge mess. but that's life. i've done a lot of thinking lately and with that, a lot of complaining. mostly "why me?" and i seriously say that too much. and now that i'm thinking about it, i feel so terrible, because i have a pretty good life. but what i'm trying to say here is that life, overall, is about learning. it's about making mistakes and learning from those mistakes. i am not perfect, you are not perfect, no one is. and it's kind of cool that no one is because we all have these flaws so it's like, why not just accept them and deal with them and move on. why not just accept that we make mistakes and deal with those mistakes and do our best to live? and have a heck of a time while we're at it?
i hate how people say life is short. because, let's get real... life is the longest darn thing you will ever do. so it's not short. but it does go by fast, and if you're not paying attention to the things that matter like love, and flowers and trees, and good people, you'll miss it. don't focus on stupid things like your mistakes and other peoples mistakes. because we are here, on this earth, to make mistakes. that is the exact reason that we are here.
and you should never be ashamed of your mistakes either. i'm not ashamed of mine. maybe i don't flaunt them like a pair of new shoes, but i don't hide them like a bad haircut. they happen, to everyone. just be you... ya know? and live and be happy and worry about you and help others and be a good person. that's just my opinion.
maybe this post doesn't really make sense to anyone but, it was meant for a friend so.. i hope it does to them.