i absolutely never thought id let myself get upset over a boy. i never thought id be one for relationships, or love, or any of that gross adult stuff. but, here i am, eating my words. my favorite quote of all time is, "there are over 7 billion people on earth. and youre going to let one person ruin your day? dont." it was so easy to tell people that when i wasnt in there shoes. and now that i am, i get it. its so hard. this wont be for forever, but for now, it is what it is. and what it is, is crappy. im sad. and its amazing how a boy really can change things. things were good. then he came along, and it was like a whole new world. i was so happy all the time, and i felt so beautiful all the time. and just like that, it was all gone. i was so alone and knowing that he liked someone else, someone who was drop dead gorgeous really hurt. it made me feel so gross inside. like i was so worthless. i feel like i have just.. nothing. drama queen much? i really dont care. i thought things were getting better again, until today. i was reminded of my flaws, how beautiful im not, how beautiful she is, and how im not special. boys suck.
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Oh Shelby, you are beautiful. Don't put yourself down. He is young and does not recognize your beauty and doesn't deserve you. Someday when you are older Mr Right will come along and will see you for who you are and love you for that and not your looks, that is more important. Be the best you can, be happy and your glow will show and others will want to be with you. He is just a 15 year old boy. True love will come when you are older.
ok, shelby lesueur! BOYS SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! and you are B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DO NOT let some girl get to you, i know exactly how you feel and u kinda know the basis of everything and who im talking about, but thats beside the point, i know its hard and it sucks and they do change things, but let it change you for the better! and no boy is worth it if they leave you to be with somebody else, wait for the guy that doesnt want or look for anything better then you and in his eyes you ARE the best! :)oh, and you have PLENTY of time to find a guy, were sophmores!!!! and there will be somebody you'll adore and they'll adore you! you are a beatiful, sweet, aazing girl and one of my absolute BESTEST freinds i love you shelby and you know you can ALWAYS talk to me about ANYTHING!!!!!! :D
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